OH SHIT WHY DID I SEND HIM A TEXT OH SHIT OH SHIT OH SHIT OH SHIT OH FUUUUUUUCK

WHAT THE FUCK

WHAT THE FUCK

WHAT THE FUCK

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I feel like it was either that or self harm. Maybe this is self harming. I should’ve just said ‘I’m not ready for that yet. Sorry x’. That was the original text. Now I’ve told him that I miss the dog. I have potentially started a conversation. I DO NOT WANT TO HAVE A CONVERSATION. WHAT THE FUCK HAVE I DONE.

Why can’t I just quietly pretend he doesn’t exist? FEELINGS ARE SHIT.

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